Hello world. Whoever you people are I say hello. At the moment I am at home listening to my CD player and the world around me. I'm wondering if I can do this whole online journal thing right. I wonder if I can do this whole boyfriend thing right too. What can I do right? I have to wonder. It seems I do so many things wrong. Wrong. Yes a word that often bothers. I do not know if is I or others who holds me to what is perfect. I am not a perrfectionist but I must wonder all the time if I hurt people. If my words are wrong. I am afraid to voice at times so afraid of screwing everything up. Will I make it through these new turns in my life? Will I ever get to do something I love again other than loving another person? Will I be left empty? I must wonder. My father keeps telling me I should keep writing. He suggested this site to me. So I am trying it. Maybe it will help but I am not sure. I can't write stories on here. I can't write stories period lately. Hopefully my Writing Class teacher will help me. Last time the class was rather boring and I felt restricted. That was hell. My soul has been captured and caged. I had freedom but now it is taken from me. I feel like I am only living through my young heart and mind demanded to learn. Oh soul where have you gone? Where is my freedom? I sopose I will find it soon but I must still wonder. Well I think I'll go now. Until another day. Bye.
Signed
Alimon_Roming