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Seven Weeks w/ Dakota or Dakari

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Ok, So I made 7 weeks yesterday, and there's alot I'm not satisfied with like one I'm beyond exhausted. I cant even put in words the extent of tiredness pregnancy has made me feel like I wanna do nothing but sleep. I started taking my prenatal pills and it seems like they've made me lose my appetite. I feel like I've overexerted myself running around all week, and finally relaxation, but not in this house. Last weekend we told my boyfriend's mother that I'm pregnant. Now I stay with her because of problems with my own mother. His mother has 6 kids including my boyfriend, he's the oldest going on 18 soon, below him is KMB whose 14, the TIB whose 13, then TAB whose 10, CJB is 8, and AJL is 5. I'm 19 and when I first moved here, i made sure it was clear that I'm a good kid. I did everything she's asked and more, but all of a sudden because I'm pregnant she feels its ok to intentionally treat me like I'm unworthy. Now, the baby has had me beyond exhausted and she asked me to get up and do a household of 9 laundry today and for the first time, I told her no that I couldn't do it. I'd been running around all week over exerting myself to handle stuff, spreading myself too thin despite the fact, I'm pregnant. She tried to force me and I refused again to which she said that I had to do my own laundry since I didnt get up to do theirs (which I have no problem with, one person laundry over 8, you do the math). But she's intentionally being spiteful to me because I'm pregnant. Why??? like being spiteful is not going to change the fact i'm having your grandchild,so what's really yo purpose making me feel unwelcomed as if im not moving in a couple weeks into me and your sons apartment. I just gotta pray on it and work on my patience to stick out being here till the apartment is ready.

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