Well, time to try to get the journal thing right again. Except I am not supposed to be saying, "try", so it is simply time to get it right. Master has given until his birthday to do the goal/jars thing and keep up on that and then he says he will revisit the journal issue. I don't remember whether revisiting it was dependent on getting the jars right or not, but I already committed to doing it anyway, so it is a moot point. Do it or fail. No more wiggle room. No "try" no, "do my best". Just doing what I am meant to be doing. Period.

I have finally committed to stop fighting Master on the issue of correcting my language to be more precise and more in keeping with his definitions of things. I was trying to get him to just stop bugging me about it and accept that we have different views and definitions of things, but he had ALREADY made it clear that he was not willing to compromise on that. He said the other day that he had changed his mind, and I jumped on it, but I guess he changed his mind again, because last night he was disinclined to go there. I knew better than to take advantage of that glitch in the first place the other night anyway.

I have also been fighting on the whole jar thing from the get go. Being resentful because I didn't want to do it and it seemed stupid and like wasn't my way and all, but I told him last night that I was ready to follow directions.

I have already had to correct "tonight" to "last night" a couple times. Today is Monday, January 12th. All I have to do to know that is to scroll to the top of this page and it tells me that. Today began at 0001/12:01. I also have committed to being up early. I started to say I was going to "try", because I had "forgotten" already, but I rephrased it properly and agreed to be up early. A big part of me still is tempted very much to get up for a little bit and then go back to bed, since that would be following the agreement to the letter. I did not say anything about staying up.. Just that I would BE up early. So I guess I left wiggle room after all. That means I lied, because I specifically said, "Yes, I will be up early. No loopholes."
It was a lie because even as I said it I was thinking about the loophole of just going back to bed.
Problem is though, that it is nearly 3am and I want to get a decent amount of sleep. I guess I brought it upon myself.

I suppose I better not even go there with the idea that we didn't "define early" He already made THAT one clear with the whole Declaration of Independence analogy. No "definitions". I know what early means. It means 6am or before. MAYBE 7am. 8am is mid-morning I know this. 7am is actually pretty well pushing mid morning.