Today I have experienced . A feeling or something I can not explain. What happened is that my teacher the one from second period Algebra 2 asked me to sit in front so I could make up some missing assignments while everyone else worked in the textbooks. Well the only available sit in the front was right next to James. Which is totally a stranger to me what I mean is that we have never talked or been closed like sitting right beside each other.
So I sit down and then hear Hi I am James I think fast and reply I am Gaby he says Yeah I know and when he said those three words I did not know what to do but to smile. I do not like smiling cause my lips are to thin and a smile does not look good on my face. I turned away and tried to move my chair away from his. When the teacher handed me my missing assignments list and started to work on them I hear James say You know I have never seen you smile I try not to stay quiet and respond I do not like smiling in a deep kind of rude tone thinking that would shut him up. But I was wrong he slide his chair near me almost shoulder to shoulder and whispered in my ear Why not? You look pretty when you smile.
I stayed quiet and started on my math problems and then I heard Do you need help? I did not answered so he just said I guess not. I think he notice I was trying to not get interested in him because he moved his chair away from me. At that point I felt so selfish, evil, rude I felt so bad. I managed to get through the period without looking at him or get his attention. But during lunch I saw him looking at me and then he smiled and turned away. And I could not help but to keep looking at him. Could I be falling for James?