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hallawayjoe Andyland 2003-06-06 4:17 AM Insecurity journal Previous Entry :: Next Entry

I decided to start blathering and whining about my sex life, or lack there of in this journal. If you're bored, you can skip to my more save face journal at livejournal under the same user name. I haven't dated much in my life I could count the women I have dated on ten fingers... and nearly all of them were one nighters. Not one night stands. The only girl I dated steadily was an artsy bohemian girl named Jahmai. She was sweet, but I bored her. I have not had any other success with women. Now I am 30 and it seems that my life is short of success. Well... not totally. I am going to Antioch for an MFA. I have an MA and a BA and I am on the Las Vegas Slam Team. I have had some success... but I am living with my mom and dad at age 30 and I was only out of the house for 2 years when getting my MA. I am some 30,000 dollars in debt and I have barely any social life. Very few friends. I am going to gripe in this journal from time to time as it may help me figure some stuff out. I will disallow public comment on this, but you may email me at hallawayjoe@hotmail.com if you really do have something to share on this matter. I am not depressed, but I feel a great void in my life sometimes. I am applying for community college jobs including one in North Dakota. I doubt I will get it. My goal is to send off 2 community college job applications per month. I need to rewrite my vitae, and type my applications and update my letter of interest as well as send for file references from Paul and Barbara, 2 mentors I had. I need a third file letter and might beable to get it from Dr Unrue or Irsfeld or Gajowski.

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