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hallawayjoe
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Failure
Heartbreak
Debt
Unemployment/ underemployment
Aging parents...

Yep,mthats me.... Not that many would feel sorry for me
They might call me a lazy slacker
I've surely called myself these things
Irresponsible, discombobulated
Slob, pack rat, etc...,
Here I am 42 nearly, living at home with my folks
Teaching an adjunct job.... And I don't think I'm a good teacher...
I'm also a depressive, and an infp
And a ginger and obese.... Among other things

But here I am alive at 42.
Since coming back to vegas last year, I gained and lost 18 lbs... I joined the uu church here, and choir, made the poetry slam team, and joined a hiking group.... Also went to ACIM and meditatioń groups a few times... Since getting booted from the PhD program I was in last year, losing a LTR a few years ago, maxing out and then defaulting on my student loans and thus.... I wonder if I have hit rock bottom, or do I have further down to go? Will I rebound from my failure and climb higher than I ever dreamed? That is how the story is supposed to go....right?

I'm re dedicating this blog to writing prose bits about my experience and attempt at wisdom from my mistakes, misfortune, and triumphs, and ho hums in between in hopes that I can pass on some solace to others going through the mire.

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