So, if I've moved past my betrayal, and now am in a much better place mentally and physically, why am I now dreaming about it?

Is it that my brain now feels safe enough to start making some subconcious commentary? Or my anxiety needing an outlet, so it's dredging up the immediate past to keep my from feeling completely at ease? Perhaps it's just my dreams catching up from some sort of giant backlog of symbolism and metaphor.

It's bad enough that I'm waiting for something bad to happen, but I don't need to rehash the immediate negative past in my sleep.

The waking part of me has moved on. It's time for the rest of my brain to catch up.