I've never been good at feigning enthusiasm.

But it seems we live in a world where that's not just wanted, but required a good deal of the time.

I'm just not that kind of person, but that's not what is the point of my entry.

When you find a similar person, and then they become someone who wants... no desperatly needs that from you, what can you do?

I'm finding going from not being who I am to changing who I am a similar failure. Much as I try, old dogs do not learn new tricks.