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the elephant in the living room

well, sure, there's an elephant in the living room. what can you do? i'm sure every family has an elephant, more or less, although i'd take bets mine is the ugliest.

funny thing, Momma used to collect elephants. heh.

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like i said, it was not unexpected. Momma and i, and sometimes the GC, discussed it many times, especially since her diagnosis. so, i've had four years to prepare, but like death, no matter how prepared you are, you never really are. i really wish i had had more than five days to process. but again, what can you do?

many of us are over the Hump of Life and are looking at the downhill portion. we will all experience (or have experienced) the loss of a Very Important Person in our lives, and no one really knows how they'll handle it when it happens. i am so, so glad that Momma and i could talk about it -- it makes this easier to bear, it really does.

and, when i feel especially sad, i visit her on her blog. what a blessing.

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me Muffin's getting soooo big, and every day i look at the GC and wonder how she can stretch any more. heh. her NST's show no contractions, but she has another one today so we'll see if anything's going on. she hasn't dropped, but she's so short-waisted i'm not sure how far down Muffin has to go. i mean, he's already right there. :) maybe that means it will be a short labor. that would be a Very Good Thing.

*tap* *tap* *tap* .... Noni's waaaaaiting, Muffin dearie!

oh, am i going to squeeze that baby, oh yes i am. i'm getting very excited, and i can't wait.

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things will work out the way they're meant. the Universe looks out for their own. these are the things i'm teaching my Muffin, and i do truly believe them. even more so when Shitty Things Happen.

i cannot control the actions and reactions of others. all i can do is deal with my own, the best way i know how.


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