The last day of September has dawned and fall is creeping up in on upstate New York. It seems like just on Sunday morning that I noticed the trees were slowly lighting on fire in their changing colors. Pretty soon the hills will look to be burning. The weather is growing colder, gloomier in some aspects but comforting. I like the fall for the peace it seems to bring me.
It also brings me a sore body but I can deal with that.

I'm ready for a break though. Two weeks and I can go home for four days so just chill out with my dogs and stuff.

My cold is passing. People hear me cough and think I'm about to die or something. I just give them the kind of "wussy" look in response. The last sort of cough I had turned in to pneumonia and I ended up with defined abs from it. (My friend Ant and I were laughing over it actually as the next new fitness program.) It isn't even a very frequent cough. They're minor and when I do hack I actually get something up (though gross at times. You have to leave the room to go spit). But I think I'm the rise. My ears feel less bubbled.

It feels like my head hasn't really stopped spinning and that my time is just running way even though I know that is impossible. Just trying to keep the head high. I'm going to take a nature walk today I think.

I'm also somewhat saddened from my dream last night. I suppose I'm a bit afraid. I never talk to him anymore and know that he is mad but I dreamt of Jay last night. He was packing, they were kicking him out. He was too strange.
I woke up with the feeling of his arms around me as we hugged. My mind still holds on even if in person we are a far way done.

Ooh fun stuff though. I am tye-dyeing a dress. Firey colors of yellow and red. It's going to look so schweet! I don't do any process. My theory is: ball up randomly and drench in dye. I like things to be random.

Meh. Okay, I need to get going. Homework time.
Peace.
~Lo