Can my week get any shittier?

I just had to decide between my roommate and best friend on campus or my body.

I think I am going with my body. I don't want to go through room draw and end up in a farther dorm on a high floor because I got a bad number.
After the semester I've had with joint pain I'm not sure I am willing to risk that. It really sucks that they won't let me do it but...yeah.

I feel pretty torn. I have lived with her for two years and the day before room draw it's like....it just sucks because now she will have to find a roommate after we hadn't even really thought about it. It's just...I can't even really put it in to words. I love her and we have a system and a knowledge of each other that comes from living together. We happened to be nicely suited to each other. We have a really good friendship. We're the freaking Crunk Crew and it will be strange to be without that and the random silliness.
Agh. It just sucks. I know what I have to do but it sucks.

I have to pull it together and be strong. I have to.

There is just so much shit going on.

Okay, I'm going to get going.
Adios.
Peace.
~Lo
Like physically I've been okay lately. I think I have also been so mentally consumed that I am ignoring that part anyway except when I need to stay awake and my body mercilessly pulls me down in to sleep.