Honestly I have been nothing but a bum all this month. I am wondering why I even brought clothes home at all because I am pretty much in my PJs all the time. It's kind of sad. Yes, I totally suck.

~Sleep~

I don't think I have ever consistently slept so much ever. Usually I get over my sleep-a-holic thing a week or so into break. This is like....hibernation. I need to get myself back on a normal schedule again next week. While my earliest class this coming semester is at 11am and only twice a week the mornings are going to be one of the only times I have to do homework. All afternoon I am in class and nights will be taken over by work, self-defense, sword fighting club and whatever other clubs I am in. Sleeping in is not an option.

~~Books~~

So...school. My professors slammed me with twenty-five books all together. Are they crazy? Maybe just a little but I am also not surprised. However knowing my professors I do not doubt that they will all be very good books. If it is a lot it will be interesting. When I come home at the end of the semester it should be interesting to find a place for them in my room. My whole closet is full and the shelf outside it is overflowing as well. I usually end up sleeping with books in my bed and they litter my floor now.

~~~Goat Song~~~

So books I have read this break...Nothing too memorable. I did read Goat Song: a Seasonal Life, a Short History of Herding, and the Art of Making Cheese by Brad Kessler. I could not put it down. It brought back so many memories of my own experiences with goats. There was also a lot of additional information I didn't know about. Kessler's descriptions were great and the details of bucks in rut were pretty hilarious and dead on. Ugh...I remember this one time I was given this pretty white cotton dress and was made to stand and pose with a prize buck in rut. Really really hard to keep the smile on my face when I just wanted to drop his collar and run away. Ugh.
The book is a nice pastoral and the romanticism but truth of it really swept me away. I'm not sure how it would work so well for those who don't necessarily already enjoy nature and animals but I can hope. It was nicely written and set many a grin to my face.

~~~~Music!~~~~

Musically I have been addicted to The Script and Adam Lambert. The Script just has really fun music to listen to. I went on a binge and listened to their album for four days straight. They have good variety, can be rocker and then soft and sincere, rap style and funky. Very very catchy and the kind of music I just want to sing along to.


As far as Adam Lambert goes...oh mah goz his "For Your Entertainment" just makes me drool. The video just makes me groan and wish more straight men came in that variety. He just WORKS it from head to toe. Phew! It helps that he is a pretty forking killer singer as well.


Oh and just a fact I thought I'd state here: a censored version of "I'm on a Boat" by the Lonely Island makes no sense. Cutting the f-word out just defeats the whole song. It is terrible. It is wrong. "I'm on a boat mutha - " does not sound nearly as funny/cool as "I'm on a boat mutha fucka." That's it.

~~~~~Some Women are Evil~~~~~

Now I must address the part of me that wants to go on a rampaging lioness spree.
Okay, so Jew Matt: his ex girlfriend is a psychotic bitch...so much so that I have never wanted to cunt punt another woman so bad in my life. Why? Because she walks all over him MONTHS after he dumped her. She makes his life a living hell and claims him like a dog that pisses on everything that doesn't belong to it. And the stupid thing is is that she's been screwing other men while she uses Matt as a punching bag.
She railed him out last night because of one silly post I put on his Facebook wall and commented on my post the stupidest thing ever. She had no business even commenting. She's a forking stalker and is just there to make Matt's life hell and scare away any female that should attempt to get closer to him. I never fathomed that a woman could infuriate me so much. But the thing is I'm not allowed to confront her because then she will harass Matt even worse and I will have her on me as well. She blames him for everything bad in her life that he has never even had a part of. She can't even look at herself and see.
I want to throw her down but I also care for me friend. It is extremely frustrating. I'll admit that the sadistic side of me kind of hopes she would take self-defense so I had an excuse to cause her some pain. Yes that is a really bad thought but the woman needs some respect knocked into her. She needs to understand pain on a greater level and needs a great force to humble her. She will never respect anyone until she does.
It is really unfortunate that she is the way she is. It is unfortunate to see the effect wrought upon my friend.
The only thing I concluded that Matt can do is just to completely remove her to the best of his ability. She is an oppressor that is screwing with his head and as his friend seeing him go through it is very hard for me. She needs mental help or something because she is infecting and hurting people around her, even the ones that care about her.
That has been one of my greater frustrations this month and has greatly tested my patience and ability to calm myself down.

~~~~~~Countdown~~~~~~

The good news: I go back to college in nine days! I'm hopeful for a good semester and it will certainly be a mooshy one with a bunch of my friends set to graduate.

~~~~~~~The End~~~~~~~
That's the update for now.
Peace.
~Lo