Your Favorite Annoying Teen

Goals! GOALS! I never have legit goals. But suddenly three of them solidified before my eyes yesterday, true long terms ones.

Before I'm 30, or In the Year I Turn 30 I Want To:
- Have my student loans paid off
- Be permanently sterilized
- Travel abroad to a place outside North America

It feels pretty good to say this, to write it. They're simple things and I feel as though they should be achievable.

Why?
-My student loans are due to be done in 4.5 years at the current rate I'm going. I could probably get them done even faster if I make a better plan.
-I've wanted to be sterilized since puberty. I don't want children of my own biology ever. I feel as though 30 is an age where I'd likely find a doctor willing to do it without my having had children. The prospect of getting it done is seriously why I have a savings account. I'm going to have a fugging party to celebrate and everything.
-I've also had the dream of traveling abroad for a loooong time. In my younger years it was Egypt and Spain, then later Mongolia, and now I have no clue. I just want to go.

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Life of Lo Stuff

I'm slightly afraid I'm stagnating so I feel like having these defined goals will help me. A lot.

I'm fugging sick of making domestic decisions. It was fun for a bit but I've spent too much time in Bed, Bath, and Beyond this year. Fucking for real. But buying a new bed was freaking fantastic. ....Still, sitting in lawn chairs at the moment because my partner and I can't be bothered to buy a new couch yet.

My body is in fugging great shape. I HAVE A BICEP! ON MY LEFT ARM! When I flex it it has the most pleasing bulge. I'm on and off with at home weight programs but I think I found one I should stick with. I bike almost every single day provided the weather isn't total crap and I'm not sick and the wind isn't insanity. I still don't really know what I'm doing (aside from following traffic laws almost religiously).
My hair is awesome too. I took a leap and I can't get over how freaking cool I look when I look in the mirror. It's almost to the effect of cutting my long hair off in 2009 in terms of much I see "me" in it finally.

I am happily in love. I don't think I've mentioned this publicly here but we've been together for five years. FIVE! Yeah!
It's been a weird year though. Because adult stuff.

Anyhoo, much love.
Sincerely,
~Lo

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Previous Entry :: Next Entry Read/Post Comments (0) Share on Facebook A summery of Your Favorite Annoying T... Hello, I am YFAT or Lo. I have been writing/around on Journal Scape for over a decade now. Time flies! This journal chronicles my random thoughts, high moments and sometimes low, throughout high school, college, and now beyond, into the world of "adulthood", whatever that means. Sinerely, ~Lo		2015-07-16 6:25 PM Goals Goals! GOALS! I never have legit goals. But suddenly three of them solidified before my eyes yesterday, true long terms ones. Before I'm 30, or In the Year I Turn 30 I Want To: - Have my student loans paid off - Be permanently sterilized - Travel abroad to a place outside North America It feels pretty good to say this, to write it. They're simple things and I feel as though they should be achievable. Why? -My student loans are due to be done in 4.5 years at the current rate I'm going. I could probably get them done even faster if I make a better plan. -I've wanted to be sterilized since puberty. I don't want children of my own biology ever. I feel as though 30 is an age where I'd likely find a doctor willing to do it without my having had children. The prospect of getting it done is seriously why I have a savings account. I'm going to have a fugging party to celebrate and everything. -I've also had the dream of traveling abroad for a loooong time. In my younger years it was Egypt and Spain, then later Mongolia, and now I have no clue. I just want to go. ______________ Life of Lo Stuff I'm slightly afraid I'm stagnating so I feel like having these defined goals will help me. A lot. I'm fugging sick of making domestic decisions. It was fun for a bit but I've spent too much time in Bed, Bath, and Beyond this year. Fucking for real. But buying a new bed was freaking fantastic. ....Still, sitting in lawn chairs at the moment because my partner and I can't be bothered to buy a new couch yet. My body is in fugging great shape. I HAVE A BICEP! ON MY LEFT ARM! When I flex it it has the most pleasing bulge. I'm on and off with at home weight programs but I think I found one I should stick with. I bike almost every single day provided the weather isn't total crap and I'm not sick and the wind isn't insanity. I still don't really know what I'm doing (aside from following traffic laws almost religiously). My hair is awesome too. I took a leap and I can't get over how freaking cool I look when I look in the mirror. It's almost to the effect of cutting my long hair off in 2009 in terms of much I see "me" in it finally. I am happily in love. I don't think I've mentioned this publicly here but we've been together for five years. FIVE! Yeah! It's been a weird year though. Because adult stuff. Anyhoo, much love. Sincerely, ~Lo Read/Post Comments (0) Previous Entry :: Next Entry Back to Top