ok,

So, first off, a big thanks to Thea for buying me a Low Life & a Mai Thai at The Liquid Kitty tonight. I've been home for over an hour an I'm still fucked up! I'm not really sure why I decided to go home early, 'cept that I was kinda thinking I'd end the evening on a high note. All my songs were good, I had a strong buzz (that continues), and I wasn't sure if I'd necessarily get another song in anyway, so I thought what the hell. At this time, I'm pretty neutral on the decision, so I'm cool with it.

Talked a bit with my beloved Bella tonight. Seems like she's doin'...alright, I guess. Lotta stuff goin' on with her and I wish there was something I could do to help. I mean, I suppose being there and trying be something similar to a friend (I won't presume; it's her call whether or not I qualify) helps somewhat, but I don't know. I know what it's like to have a head filled with crazy thoughts and sometimes it's good to have someone tell you that you're not as bad as you think, sometimes it's just annoying 'cause you're convinced you're full of shit. But she hasn't said, "Please fuck off and leave me be" yet, so I guess we're cool. :)

Anyway...back to the night. We started by rollin' with Nick over to see Woodruff at Starbucks, met up with Tafoya and his ex-chickie...who's name suddenly escapes me. Then Katie showed up and that was cool. Nice to see her again, talk to her, give her a hug and take notice of those great hips, tits and ass. Terribly cute, that one. I wish she could have...made less of an impact, I guess. Certainly people I really don't mind having around. Besides, any fan of Tigger is cool in my book...

All right...time to close this fucker out. I've been sitting on it way too long due to IM's, open windows, and other distractions...

goodnight Seattle!