Mostly not hurting at the moment.

Got drunk last night and somehow I ended up being attacked on my continued state of fucked-upedness. I'm really sick of having this conversation with people. I've had it a million times before. Hell, I had it a million times before I met you; all of you. None of you have anything new to say or anything helpful to add on the topic.

So I'm going to put this out here for everyone to read:

I live my life the way I do. Do not offer any advice I don't ask for. If your friendship comes with the string attached of giving me platitudes, impassioned pleas, attempts at inspiration, or any of the rest of that nonsense, then I don't need it. If the favors you do for me come with the string of having to listen to you try to tell me how to fix things, then I don't want them; I have a mother for that and emulating her will not get you any points from me. I don't care if you want me to be happy, healthy, successful, alive, or just "better." That's your problem, not mine, so suffer in silence. Go save someone else, because you will not accomplish anything here. Solve your own lives before you try to "help" me with mine.

And stop arguing with me about a subject that I know more about that you do. You don't have prescription pad, so your opinion on the matter is worthless.

I don't do this sort of thing to you. I fail to see why it's so hard to extend me the same courtesy.

In closing, I'll let you know that I say all of this without malice. I'm not angry with anyone. I am not ending any friendships. The matter is simply closed and there will be no more discussion on it.