I am tired as fuck.

7 hours on my fucking feet.

I suppose I should be grateful I'm working at all, but it's hard to feel that way when getting it right feels average and getting it wrong feels like a disaster. And I'm so ignorant that I can't actually help anyone.

I suppose as time goes on, I'll feel less worthless and more like a drone. Thatll be a step up.

Fuck, I'm nodding off at the computer. All right, I'm done.