Well here it is almost nine months later and I am back! Sorry you weren't interested in that bridge; I would have given you quite a deal! Life just keeps on keeping on, doesn't it! In the long run, it's all about how you deal with the issues that arise - not the issues themselves! I met a wonderful man and had six amazing months with him during which I learned that chivalry and ethics are not dead, that there is still hope for a wonderful relationship down the road and that even such a short time with someone can change your life forever. His name was Randy and I thank God each and every day that I was blessed with his love and friendship. The impact he made not only on my life but everyone he knew will never diminish with time. His health was poor and finally he lost the battle his body fought; but his spirit never dimmed. When he was in pain and I would sympathize, he would reply, "Well it's just part of it." He didn't let anything stop him from enjoying life, loving his children and family and bringing joy and laughter to everyone around him. He inspired me and continues to do so even now. Rest in peace, my sweet man!