Last night I had a horrible time trying to get to sleep. I tossed and I turned and I learned that I just can't fall asleep unless Rob's there. Gabriel was pretty good for most of the night. He only woke up once and that was because he wet through his diaper something fierce. He was soaked, his crib was soaked, and while changing him the changing table became soaked. Oy. Around 5am I dozed a bit and then slept on and off fitfully. I stayed in bed until around 1pm because my Mom was up and watching Gabriel and because I was exhausted. I really need Rob here to sleep.

I got a call from Rob after he had his interview. He didn't get a job offer today. They said they need to meet with other people and go from there. Damn. I so thought he would get it, especially because they flew him out and all. He should hear back from them in a few weeks. I really hope he gets this, but it does worry me a bit that they didn't make him the offer today.

On the bright side, that means we don't have to try and rush out there. On the down side, that means when we try to head out there at the end of October we'll probably have to end up looking for an apartment and not a house or condo. If he doesn't have a job lined up and we're only going off of my salary, we're not going to be able to qualify for a mortgage. Ideally we'd like to have something lined up there for December 1 and have the last day of this apartment be December 15 and use those 15 days for moving across the country.

Today is a day spent around the house. My Mom, Gabriel, and I were going to go to the Aquarium, but because of my lack of sleep last night I just wasn't up for it. So, we're just doing around the house stuff today and I'm trying to get a ton of much needed laundry done.

No matter what anyone says, being away from Rob like this is NOT a good thing. He agrees with me. This sucks, we both miss each other terribly, and I have a feeling we won't be doing this again. I can't wait until he gets home tomorrow. I need him here.

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