I didn't get much sleep at all last night. I tossed and turned and didn't hit full sleep mode until around 5am. Partly insomnia, partly not feeling all that great, partly Gabriel talking in his sleep and needing a 5am diaper change, and partly the cat freaking out at one point in the night and screaming. Ugh. Tired.

Not feeling all that great today. Very tired and for some odd reason, very nervous. My heart is beating fast and I have butterflys in my stomach. I'm on edge and feel like a panic attack is about to strike at any time. I'm trying to control this myself and just relax, but having to chase after Gabriel isn't helping matters. I'm also getting some lower back pain and stomach pain thrown into the mix. Joy. The lowe back pain is odd - normally it's the area of my spine that hurts. Now it's the lower back on either side of the spine (mostly left). Probably tweaked some muscles or something yesterday without realizing it.

The tired is making me dizzy and I'm having a very hard time keeping my eyes open. It's taking everything I have just to stay conscious. It's only 9:17am and yet I can't wait until bedtime rolls around.

Last night when Rob got home from work, we headed out to mail off the Father's day cards to my Dad and mailed off some Netflix movies as well. We grabbed dinner from Moe's Southwest Grill and headed back home and gamed.

Gabriel made me laugh so hard that the oxygen got cut off to my brain and I nearly passed out last night. You know that "Jizz In My Pants" video I linked here the other day? He started singing it. Let's just hope he doesn't do that when Rob's parents are out here. Or in public. Or around anyone other than Rob and I. Not easy to explain to people why our three year old is saying he jizzed in his pants. *giggle*

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You Are Intuitive

You are very sharp and shrewd. You can see the best and worst sides of people. Right now, you are seeking peace and tranquility in your life. You are drawn to people who are innocent and pure of heart. You feel like there are many major things in your life that need to be changed. You find that any decision you have to make needs to be slept on... often for multiple nights.

The Jungle Test