I am not happy with my weight, I haven't been happy with my weight recently. I don't think that I need to be as light as I was when I got married, but I know I need to lose some.

Even more important, I am in need of some exercise. I'm a full time teacher and I have a 2 year old. I have said many times that exercise will take away from my time with LB and that's not my priority right now. Being that I work full time, my time with him is important, and I cherish it. My usual day goes something like this-get up & dressed, get LB up and dressed, take LB to day care, go to work, finish teaching & do some school work, go pick up LB, hang out with LB until he goes to bed, do some school work, go to bed. Yes there is time when I check e-mail, and stuff like that, but that's the basic gist of it. If I have some time, I usually watch tv with Phil in the evening.

That said, sometimes I wonder if I'm using him as an excuse, I say that he won't sit still in his stroller for long enough for me to take an exercise walk and that it's not the best use of our time. But still, I wonder.