Hey ya'll

I'm In PA At My uncles i got all my school clothes(can't spell)but N E ways. Loeys Off to college and i'm left here to fend for myself in a world that don't get me at all. As i'm shopping for my school stuff my mom is goin nuts and trying to get me to get pink and light colors and shit but its not me i'm a bad ass and in my eyes girly stuff on me don't look good at all. i mean yea there are days that i like to be girly but not very offten.But u have a better chance of seein God before i'll wear pink. i guess they don't understand that i'm not a girly girl.

when we were leavin my dads like "Kace one day ur gonna wake up and relize your a girl" NO SHIT!!! I am A Fuckin girl i know that belive me these two things on my chest that are a pain in the ass are not just my imagination there boobs!!!!! and the fact that every month for a fuckin week... well you know I know im a girl but i mean come on leve me the fuck alone. I'm not a lezbo(not trying to be mean i just can't spell the right word nothin aguenst ya'll who are) I like guys i have a boyfriend that talks me into......(well not what ur thinkin)all the time i'm stright! Belive me i'm stright. But My dad acts like if i was to be gay that he would fuckin flip out witch he prolly would. but i like what i like i try not to be to girly and i try not to be to guyish. and another thing that pisses me off is when my dad will grab my moms ass and i tweak its fuckin gross but what pisses me off is that if cameron were to that my dad would fuckin cut his arms off so why the fuck can he sit there and do it in front of me!! its fuckin gross arrrrrggghhhh its nasty.

But Omg I wrote alot lol damn wow loey see how much i'm gonna type all the time lol prolly more depends on if i'm pissed off or not. but lol i'm tired of bitchin all the time thats a big surprise. i miss jake alot, i really think hes the one i really do weather he thinks it or not i do . he still means everything to me and if somthin were to happen to him i would never forgive myself for bein the way i was to him. i love him so much still.he don't get it he really don't. he prolly thinks i'm crazy but he is the THE! Sweetest guy ever i never know some one could be so sweet.But hes not gonna lisen to me. but hey i'll write me when i'm not gonna get in toble for bein on the computer. so if u love reading a pissed off girls journal keep reading cause with my luck i haven't even hit the ice bearge yet i'm just hitting pebbles. but i'll write more some other time see ya'll!!!

~Kacey Baby~