I'm outta here and won't be back. i won't be visiting the heavyglow forum anymore either. i have to make some hard decisions about my life. i've wasted too many years hoping and dreaming that things would work out one way and it's become crystal clear that they won't.

i will keep chick flicks going for awhile, but it's not the success i envisioned either, so more than likely, when the domain expires, so will i.

maybe one day i'll return, i just don't know. nothing in my life has ever been definite. and therein lies the problem.

thanks to you all for being my friends. i appreciate it more than you'll ever know.