well, i was going to do a big ass rant about my very soon to be ex, but frankly, i don't have the energy for it. i've been enjoying my life lately and he is just a fricken' annoying tick that needs the freshly sucked blood squashed out of him.

suffice to say...i'm pissed. i can't believe i felt sorry for him because of his massively fucked up upbringing. i can't believe he made me feel bad for my parenting skills.

i'm apparently a big time sucker who will fall for anything.

this is a classic case of the pot calling the kettle black.

and who suffers? the one person who shouldn't. the one person who had nothing to do with any of this. the one person who has once again been abandoned by someone who claimed to love and care for him.

i may baby my son, but thank god i do to make up for everyone else who proclaims to love him and then treats him like shit.

well, the ex always said he was going to hell, so may he rot there.

can you hear me NOW?