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2002-10-31 1:08 PM Where Did This come From? Previous Entry :: Next Entry Mood: moody Something inside twitched and bent. It's nearly broken but not quite. I'm trying not to look down, only think "up" thoughts and I might keep from crashing.
But I've been doing okey recently. Somewhat sick, but I can deal with that. So finding myself sliding is a surprise. I'm avoiding the corners of my mind where I find a place to hide, to curl up and wallow in unshed tears. Yesterday a friend remarked with surprise how abhorrent he found the concept of cutting or hurting myself and seemed just as stunned at the volume of people who do it. I could only think "well, duh." I don't feel like cutting but I feel like dwelling. Or rather, that's what I'm trying to avoid. I don't like marytr complexes. Most people who think they are martyrs aren't. and I... I just want someone...someone to talk to. Someone... Someone who's Previous Entry :: Next Entry Back to Top |
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