Listening: They Got Lost, They Might Be Giants
Mentally Replaying: conversations
I'd rather be: distilled
Enjoying: ???

missing friends


....sharp blue.....................sharp chedder


...........cute kid



leaving los angeles......... moving to other places .......... there are other places?

Isreal


.............Zion



..............................promise, promise held, what makes a promise? promise lawyer honor in a word



love



shouting quiet .........sorrow




I love los angeles.








Miss my family. Hate my family.


Why do people change? Why don't they stay put? And if they're going to change why don't they warn me first? I've changed so much. but when and how?



mud. wheels. spinning.



Falling in love


anger and loss and regret and martyrdom and frustration and living and consuming and numbness and desire and restlessness and long walks


too many people, too much advice, none of it is applicable


(falling out of love?)



blood-sugar levels, depression and destruction


........loose bonds are worse than tight ones



blessings and gifts from the Most High


traveling, sunshine, drinking, getting high, sleep, dreams, sex, endorphins



falling.....


..............falling....


...........................Falling.......


....................Falling back in love......




feathers, skin, velvet, kohl-lined eyes, fine hair, prim, cherry mouth, lace and tight shoes



Did I mention I miss you?