Listening:
"Down in it," NIN


struggling today with feelins of being shit. Just not doing too hot and it's threatening to get too big.



I'm just...dangling. I guess. There's a lot to admit to that I don't want to make public. It's all angsty and melodramatic and stupid anyway.



I just hate this shit. I hate wallowing. I hate being mad at myself for not being who I want to be and then get mad at other people cause they're having more fun than I am and it's just a stupid sick little circle.