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Ondine
She's got everything she needs, She's an artist, she don't look back. She's got everything she needs, She's an artist, she don't look back. She can take the dark out of the nighttime And paint the daytime black. --Bob Dylan


Ambivalence, etc

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I hate ambivalence. I hate trying to read people's minds. I am not good at this. I invariably guess wrong, completely lacking in esp. I am highly empathic, but I am also really narcissistic, so I can usually tell if something is not okay, but I will always blame myself. Sometimes people are just nuts and it has nothing to do with me. And I can't fix them. I really wish I could read minds.

On a happier note: Angela is home!! She's as clear and wonderous as a song. We took Joe to school and she saw both how hard it still is and how much better he's gotten. No one understands like Angela what is going on with Joe.

Maybe the ambivalence is inside me. There's just so much murk there, so jumbled from the divorce. A raven with a broken wing. I soar into euphoria one moment then plummet and curl up and cry.

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