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The Same Situation

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The Same Situation

Joni Mitchell

You’ve had lots of lovely women
Now you turn your gaze to me
Weighing the beauty and the imperfection
To see if I’m worthy
Like the church
Like a cop
Like a mother
You want me to be truthful
Sometimes you turn it on me like a weapon though
And I need your approval

Still I sent up my prayer
Wondering who was there to hear
I said send me somebody
Who’s strong, and somewhat sincere
With the millions of the lost and lonely ones
I called out to be released
Caught in my struggle for higher achievements
And my search for love
That don’t seem to cease


Well so much for 2006 being easier...

I had to choose between him and me or me, this weekend. For the first time I chose me. And it's fucking hard. I stood up for myself, stated what I needed, what I couldn't tolorate. I knew we'd break up. I knew if I didn't do it, we'd stay together, but I would lose my soul again. I just got it back after 28 years. I wasn't going down there again. He said I was fragile--he was so wrong.

Andy, you were so correct. Next time, I will listen to you, and Angela, and Paige, and everyone else. Well maybe. :)

Anyways, the music was great.

Portland was creepy, but the situation I was in could have contributed to the weirded out ambiance of the place. If it wasn't raining, it was raining harder. People were very nice though. I love Bluegrass.

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