Today hasn't been the best of days, I'm a bit down about having to leave Dennis again, but at least this time I know that I will be back and be back for good. Today has also been a sad one for Dennis and his family, his grandfather passed away this morning. We had planned to see him in the hospital this afternoon before I went back to California, but got the call this morning. Went to dinner at his parents place, whre tensions were high, and people that stressed wound up fighting more than I have ever seen couples fight before, I wont get into detail, I just felt so bad for everyone involved. I have a ride from the airport and a place to stay for the first week, but beyond that, I have no idea what I will do, probabally get up to my sisters in Reno somehow to wait out this whole Visa process that will let me back home. I need to sell my Chevy right away which has me a little stressed out, my brother is giving me two weeks to get it out of his driveway, but the thing isn't even running right now, the battery is totally dead. I hate letting go of it, but I won't be needing it if I am not even living out here anymore, and I really need the money to go towards this application fee of about a thousand bucks to start out with just for the first part of the applications. Man this process is so complicated, they don't make it easy for anyone to just move out here. It's been pretty stressful, on top of all of this, i just seems like sucky stuff keeps happening to us every day lately, so it's been a bit of a strain, but I'm trying not to get too worked up over it. It's a lot easier to pack and stuff when you know you'll be back soon, unlike the mess I was when I moved out of my brother's place a few months ago. Tomarrow, we are getting a room by the airport so we don't have to fight monday morning traffic when I have a flight to make it to. That way we will also have no distractions while we fill out the rest of the forms and everything else we have to do before I leave. I really don't want to leave though, but unfortuantely everything we have tried to make it so that I can stay have not worked out. Oh well, I look forward to being able to see everyone in California soon. I have gifts for the kids, and lollys for Thea.