Okay, so I have recently moved into my brother's house in Costa Mesa, which is a lovely change from the apartment I was staying at in Redlands, but now, I am constantly surrounded by kids, doing housework, cooking, and am being constantly reminded by my brother that I need to hurry up and find a job while at the same time being left with a 4 year old and a 9 year old, and many times their friends as well on a daily basis. I can't leave them home while I job hunt, I can't do anything at home for ten minutes without constant distractions. These kide do not get along, mostly because they are stressed out and starved for attention lately with mommie and daddie always at work. And many times when their mommie and daddie are home, a bottle or two of wine later, they aren't really going to give these kids the attention they need. I moved here to help them out, and so that they can help me out with a place to stay till I can go back to Australia, but I am suddenly bombarded by so much stress. I feel bad for the kids, I feel bad for the stuff my brother and his wife are going through with so much financial stress, and I'm stressing out because it's looking like a longer and longer wait untill I can get back to Dennis since he can't seem to find the time to takecare of some paperwork and send it to me so I can apply for this damn fiancee's visa and live out there. The visa hasn't even been filed yet, and after it is filed, then the lovely six month wait for processing will begin, so it looks like I am going to be around longer than I expected, and it sucks. All of this stuff should have been taken care of two months ago, then I would be four or less months away from being back in Sydney. I'd love to get out more, but I have lost contact with just about anyone else but my old high school friends in Rialto, I think that is what I need, someone to save me from the kiddies every once in a while. I also need a job, and let Danny and Donna figure out what to do with the kids because now I am really close to broke and it's not fun, but neither is trying to get anything done around here without being the borther and sister referee to keep the kids from killing each other.