hmmmm......i'm steaming off and nobody will know...
i feel so oblivious! i feel like i'm missing out on something. i wanna die, i wanna die, i wanna die... damn! i wish i could turn back the hands on some things. is having a bf really worth it? is having friends on Gaia really worth it? *comes back a few seconds later* *sigh* i just cancelled my account on Flixster...it wasn't doing much good to me anyway....no one i knew went on anymore. great. that makes me more depressed....i wish i could quit Gaia, but it's sooooo hard! maybe i should just stay away for a while? bcuz, you know, the only reason i should still be on, using the pc in general, is bcuz i should've been finishing up my summer reading blog for pre-AP Lit. gahhh! wth was i thinking???? signing up for the class. oh, and another thing? i only signed up for AP Euro was bcuz i did it for Stan. hehehe, i'm pathectic, eh? tsk. i should've stuck with Art III.

*breaks down and cries in a corner* ...je veux mourir...T^T