*sigh* God, I feel so stupid. Road trip, please take this pain away from me...

I'm at a family friend's house, using his pc. A little bored. My mother and younger siblings are all hanging out in the living room. We're all waiting for someone to arrive. I actually feel too tired to go type something, but still typing something down anyway...Tsk, still can't believe he said that! That totally reminds me of my older sister, bringing up stuff from the past. I hate when people hold grudges or bring hateful things from the past. I already get a lot of that from her. Ugh....the only negativity I can handle is from my older sister because I live with her and because she actually does have a legit psychological disorder. [EDIT 8.9.10: I can't handle it from anyone else. I guess what they say is true, the closer they are, the harder it hurts. And dang, it hurts. I mean, who am I kidding, why still try when I'll only get hurt? It sucked the life out of me for like half the day..]

Looks like we're about to go so I'm going to stop for now.