ok. too much alcohol. way too much. to anyone that was at 217 in santa monica last night, the dumbass drunk girl there last night was me.

shannon, bryce, thank you guys SO much for getting me out of the house last night; i SO appreciate it. it was greatly needed and my mind was taken off of a few things for the first time in a while. HOWEVER, i am NEVER drinking again what i drank last night. i don't know if it was the combination or just the sheer quantity (i kept getting handed drinks and at a certain point, i just lost count).

i was a drunken fool. yet i was taken VERY good care of by shannon and bryce, though i am sure that they wanted to throw me out of the car at one point. thank you guys so much for putting up with me. when you read this, PLEASE get ahold of me somehow and let me know if i did anything really really stupid. i have been piecing the night together in my head for the last couple hours (while i forced my eyes to stay closed because the sun was too bright and would have kille dme this morning). i was silly, but i dont' think i was to the point where i did anything so horrible that i have blocked it out of my memory. but again, PLEASE let me know. (so i can do the groveling and apologizing i am sure i will have to do to make up for my stup[idity)

it's no excuse, but i blame it on the bar. while i was out last night, the east coast side of my brain was in the library til 130am!!!!! and up again and back studying at 9 this morning. mykee, you rock; i want to grow up to be like you. i wish i had your study ethics. if i start following in your footsteps today, can i still pass??? i was such a slacker yesterday - didn't even crack a book. i really needed the night last night. but i am SO dead. no more alcohole for me until the bar is over. and i am going to study every possible waking minute. i need to pass the first time; i'm not doing this again

shannon and bryce: thank you and i'm sorry