i know i haven't been around much. but live with it ;) there has been a little thing called the bar taking up my time... y'all better understand =P

so... in a little more than 3 hours i will be making my way out to ontario for the biggest 3 days of my life. got in about 8-ish hours of studying at the library yesterday, before my brain and my body told me that no more info was going to stick in my head. sitting in an empty classroom yesterday before the library opened, i got the sudden urge to gorge all of the info that has been running through my head for the last 9 weeks. less than an hour later, the whole dry erase board at the front of the room was filled with mnuemonics (i put five bucks down, compensatories fuck carrie up, etc.) and their meanings. i had to stand on a chair so i could reach every inch of the board. it was jammed packed. i stood back for a moment and just stared at what i did. i may not pass this damn test, but you know what? i fricking learned something. i worked my ass off (as did jen, myke, etc.) and that is all i could do. it is now out of all of our hands. we can do this; we have to

so, to make a long story short, i will be gone till thursday evening. i will be holing up in my hotel, phone off, mind spinning. it's almost over. good luck guys, it's almost over... thank fucking god