So, a friend has been posting in her journal about a character in movie that she can't get out of her head. It's driven her to rewatch the movie over and over, and post many journal entries about it. No names are used in this journal entry, because I have this other friend...

I didn't want to play WoW this evening. I folded some of my new origami paper, but I couldn't get excited about that either. I picked up some of the books I've been trying to read, and while well written, they manage to be either too deep or too shallow or both to suit my mood. I downloaded a new album from iTunes, but it didn't grab me like I hoped it would.

I decided to watch a movie. I own a lot of strange movies. I picked the same movie I've picked over and over this year, in fact as I watched it, I tried to think how many times I'd watched it, and couldn't begin to count. I tried to imagine being tired of watching it, and I can't. I don't think I'll be satisfied until I watch it with someone that appreciates it as much as I do. I won't tell you what the movie is, but rest assured it's neither The Machinist or American Psycho, although I may watch one of those now, to clear away the heartache that keeps me coming back to this movie I'm not naming.