I am going to stay with ED tomorrow so today should be about getting ready. I am struggling, really struggling. She is fading fast, I am told. All my friends are at work, none of my support is available and I don't know how to go on. If you have any messages of support for me, now is when I would appreciate them more than ever. Just a xxx to let me know you're there, even if you don't have words would help me feel a bit less alone.
Today I am grateful for: a roof over my head; the carers at the care home; two (out of three) healthy children; a car to drive up there in; TinyM feeding the cat while I am gone