Still struggling along, waiting for the 'best interests' meeting, the very thought of which strikes a chill into the heart of me. Other stuff OK, but I feel besieged by changes, to my phone, which updated itself, by losing journalscape and not knowing where else to go, by fucking Bloke having builders come round knocking things down - all stuff that's meant to improve life, but I didn't want any of these changes and I can't choose not to have them. Daughter is how she is - she smiles when she sees me, and sleeps a lot and is still confined to bed. I am at other daughter's for a while as I cannot bear to be in the house with builders about the place. This is all fucking moaning shit, but it's an update. I am going to try and find an alternative blog home - wordpress feels like hanging my dirty knickers out in public - too big, too anonymous, too difficult. I like little places, like journalscape and diaryland and hope there's another one somewhere. xxx