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Can't sleep. This after two semi-restless nights. I'm caught up in the .03% chance of being pregnant. Period's not even due for a few days. That pretty much sums up how my brain and I battle. I just have my female parts in mind after going to the doc this week for birth control (water as the wonder drug for headaches made way for the artificial hormone intrusion, mess-free this time). Can't have the IUD installed (ha!) till next month so asked for a pill to tide me over. Doc said start pills when period starts. Tired and silly me saw blood night of Pap and took pill, only to lie in bed realizing it was not a period but a side-effect of a pap scrape. So, suffered with hormone-induced headache yesterday that water, time, four Advils, and baby hugs' synergy replaced (Go, Team!).
Because the moment was right, I told a nosy customer I stay thin and work at a pizzeria by throwing up after I eat (don't worry. I so do not do this for real). We also talked about his former FBI career, how he was really a Female Body Inspector (I am a female, and his was a bad joke he stole off a t-shirt. I told him so), the bi-racial swingers from our neighborhood Donahue had on as guests in the late eighties (this being weird because I already thought the guy and his wife were, quite possibly, swingers), and about our kids. Bad part was when they came up to pay. The guy wanted to see a catalog the boss had visible--Halloween and novelty stuff. I told him his t-shirt was in there. He opened right to the page.
Can't imagine what I'll do today because it's still dark out. Thought of running this morning but afraid the coffee will give me heartburn (me so sensitive). Papa to take the boys for an hour this morning to play. That's the most he can give right now. Doctor said his mom probably won't make it through the weekend. Her birthday is in a week. I didn't realize that the last time she saw my kids (Tuesday) would be the last time, which hurts. She hasn't had to suffer long. This will be funeral #3 for his family, 2007, and funeral #4 for me.
Sunny and 84 degrees expected for these parts today. I'm forecasting yardwork and work work for my Saturday, and I'll try and think about grandma instead of giving power to nonsense.
Always plenty of good to attract and distract.
Because the moment was right, I told a nosy customer I stay thin and work at a pizzeria by throwing up after I eat (don't worry. I so do not do this for real). We also talked about his former FBI career, how he was really a Female Body Inspector (I am a female, and his was a bad joke he stole off a t-shirt. I told him so), the bi-racial swingers from our neighborhood Donahue had on as guests in the late eighties (this being weird because I already thought the guy and his wife were, quite possibly, swingers), and about our kids. Bad part was when they came up to pay. The guy wanted to see a catalog the boss had visible--Halloween and novelty stuff. I told him his t-shirt was in there. He opened right to the page.
Can't imagine what I'll do today because it's still dark out. Thought of running this morning but afraid the coffee will give me heartburn (me so sensitive). Papa to take the boys for an hour this morning to play. That's the most he can give right now. Doctor said his mom probably won't make it through the weekend. Her birthday is in a week. I didn't realize that the last time she saw my kids (Tuesday) would be the last time, which hurts. She hasn't had to suffer long. This will be funeral #3 for his family, 2007, and funeral #4 for me.
Sunny and 84 degrees expected for these parts today. I'm forecasting yardwork and work work for my Saturday, and I'll try and think about grandma instead of giving power to nonsense.
Always plenty of good to attract and distract.
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