um.... well this is my first entry and i have no idea what im going to say cause um.... ive never done this before. Well lets see i was awoken by my mom at like 5:30ish and asked if i was going to school, i still didnt feel like i could tell people that my uncle took his life and i was suffering from greif cause i prolly would have busted out in tears or something and that would be not right in front of my firends(pride once again). so i stayed home slept till like 8:00 am then got up cause the cat was lieing on me and she heats up the room to like 90 degrees. so i got up threw out the cat and sat down at the comp. because my life revoules around it hence the "online" journal. Now back to the day, i signed on aim and kazaa and turned on some irish punk which ive been obsessed with lately. I highly recommend dropkick murphys and flogging molly very tight stuff. but my prob is i listen to it so much that i cant listen to it for like a week oh well it rocks while it lasts. i then proceded to read some fanfic my fav at the moment is a hellsing fanfic. the author is extremely talented and of course vampires and zombies what else could you ask for? then i played the call of duty demo (another version of c-strike) talked to kay a few times....i think i also talked to her friend but they switched alot so i got confused aparently they ditched w/e not that big a deal but talking to her has helped me imencely found out some intresting things which i cant say. um talked to peeps for awhile then my mom freaked out and was like you have to pick up jared and im like oh... so we rushed out the door and picked him up then we played tomb raider for like an hour then we watched sd gundam. and i tried to explain what the atmosphere is made of and why stuff burns up in it...... i failed horribly. i think we ended up talking about how my neighbors dog was going to eat our arms. then i came home and sat aound for a while til deb(kinda gf in newyork) came on and we talked for a bit and stuff. then i did my drivers ed homework....well ok my dad helped/did my drivers ed homework lol. and of course i went back on the computer... and kay has decided that im going to stay up till 11:00 pm and its now 10:09pm and im going tostop typeing now. uh bye! ps this thing autosaved 39 times jeez im a slow typer!!!