SINGING
When i was a little girl find myself listening to radio every night and just a little while, i would start to hummmm then after a little longer i would start to say the words and sing hopefully but even i cannot understand the lyrics it doesn't bother me at all, as long as i can sing. Even when everybody started shouting "nah: Ang ingay mo parang palaka ang boses mo" . I would start to laugh and make my voice a little more louder so that everyone can here. i was thinking nah, "care ko bah sa kanila, kung maging sikat na singer ako balang araw hind ko sila papansinin, hehehehe" and start to laugh hard.
I really miss those days where i couldn't care a lot but myself. Laugh as i please do anything that i love as long as i feel like doing it. Singing the whole day, just me and the song.
Now, i find it very hard to sing with all the stuff that i have to worry, doing this or that. Doing it the proper way their eyes. I cen't do the things that i love anymore without worrying what,the worst part is that they expect me to do everything that i was told to.Hard as it may seem thats the way it got to be. In real life you have to strive and sacrifice the things that you love inorder to be sucessfull. but what is sucess anyways, having a car, nice house that your living in or having a good career or was loved by everyone bacause of the stuff that you own.
But i won't call it sucess if youre alone and regreting all the things that you've missed or the things that could have been meke you happy. For me thing or money is money. I won't let it make me or make my life move. I've seen people having everything but was not experience true happiness even for a moment. Singing maybe a petty but this is were my heart is and this is all i can hold on to from my childhood.


-candy-