It is Friday. I have been at work 1 whole week without missing any days!! Now if I can make it all next week, It will be a whole pay period. WOW! Haven't been able to do that in a long time. Percocet helps (at night-not at work) if I need it I take it. If questionable I don't take it. Last night after work, I lay cross wise on the bed talking to hubby while he was playing a solitare game. I fell asleep. He tried to cover me, but I woke up about an hour later with cold feet. He said that I was out solid. When I woke up he crawled into bed-I took off my jeans and joined him. The apartment was cold for some reason. We didn't stay in bed very long-had to order supper. but it was a nice segway into the evening.

Before I dozed off on my husband, he had been talking about getting a playstation 3 with the higher storage or power space-I don't have a clue what he is talking about-computer games & I don't get along except for solitare types. Anyway he's talking about the local Radio Shack not having the one he is looking for. I looked up from the bed and casually said, "You know, we are going to have to do something so I have so much money each pay period for me." His response was "you want to do some shopping?". It was a friendly exchange. I told him that I want to be able to just have the cash without having to ask if he has extra in his wallet. A very calm exchange. No tantrums. I do not know why this was so very hard for me. I think I know, but still have to mull it over in my brain.

Today I am upstairs all day. No real work to do. Will read quite a bit and may work on my 'memories'. Have to be careful with those, I awaken strong feelings and have had to stop because of the tears. We will see what happens.

This is a three day weekend. Monday is our anniversary-30 years-funny it doesn't seem that long. And Monday is my husband's birthday. (that is why the talk of the playstation)the old one is broke.

SO mentioned that he would like to get the kitchen reorganized. So I said ok, we have 3 days, 1 day for the kitchen, 1 day for the laundry and 1 day to go out. I will tell him tonight that I pick Monday to go out.

I need to do dishes when I get home. It is going to be hot dogs for supper, I'll have him pick up a can of boston baked beans-or two. We will use paper plates. Well, I think that that is about it for now.

No crocheting last night. just cuddling. worked out fine until I got too bored with the Redskins game. The rookies were not pulling together very well. Then I went to play solitare and went to bed at 10:30 when my body gave it up. SO came to bed at midnight. I was still in PJ's because I was cold. This morning I woke up hot, even SO is uncovered except for feet-his are always cold.