If you can't guess, I have been out of work again, sick. I have to wait until 11/4 to see the specialist. Same old, same old. I have been trying to be a good girl and avoid things that I know cause problems-unfortunately, I ate cheesecake that had crushed nuts in the crust. Didn't know about it ahead of time. It was delicious, but not something I would have ordered if I knew! There went the week!! Hard to work if you can't sit upright without pain!

all has been going fine, Hubby got mad when I didn't wake him up when the attack hit me the hardest. He also is backing off on somethings-I repeated what I thought he was wanting and I guess he figured out how extreme he was was getting. Or my boundaries are getting stronger.

It is finalized, my boss has announced it and he is DEFINATELY RETIREING!!!! (he is also out today!) His party in December 9. Going to be out $25 for meal and gift, but oh well, it will be the last thing I will have to do. I hope all will go well. We are going to a cheapish place-not my first choice, but it is close to work and one of the managers really pushed for it. And they will have food I can eat.

I will also be looking into crystal healing powers. I figure it can't hurt to use all of nature to help here-and I remember that it use to help me quite a lot. (things that have helped whole societies can't be wrong, can they?)