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Last night was not fun. I didn't pay him enough attention. We talked a bit when he got home from grocery store. First it was that I didn't tell him that I had more than 1 script to pick up. (I had used the plural-calling in my scripts the morning before). Then it was that I over reacted and took his meaning wrong, that he didn't say things the way I took them the night before and how is he to know that what he said upset me if I don't say something. UH, my reaction?

I never thought of myself as emotionally ignorant. I thought I could read people pretty well-I do at work, but now all I do is "mishear" what he says. When I repeat what he says, he tells me-"I didn't say it that way." It is everything now. And about everything. And I am apparently really controlling.

Just really venting because it is getting much. TT, I did post on Bpd site again. My PHONE is great!

Sometimes I wish we could separate-but financially, we can't-not yet. I can see us going that way.

He expects me to be it all for him-even though he "knows" that can't happen. I am just so tired of this all.

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Previous Entry :: Next Entry Mood: You can skip if you want Read/Post Comments (7) Share on Facebook		2011-02-18 7:00 AM He** in a handbasket Last night was not fun. I didn't pay him enough attention. We talked a bit when he got home from grocery store. First it was that I didn't tell him that I had more than 1 script to pick up. (I had used the plural-calling in my scripts the morning before). Then it was that I over reacted and took his meaning wrong, that he didn't say things the way I took them the night before and how is he to know that what he said upset me if I don't say something. UH, my reaction? I never thought of myself as emotionally ignorant. I thought I could read people pretty well-I do at work, but now all I do is "mishear" what he says. When I repeat what he says, he tells me-"I didn't say it that way." It is everything now. And about everything. And I am apparently really controlling. Just really venting because it is getting much. TT, I did post on Bpd site again. My PHONE is great! Sometimes I wish we could separate-but financially, we can't-not yet. I can see us going that way. He expects me to be it all for him-even though he "knows" that can't happen. I am just so tired of this all. Read/Post Comments (7) Previous Entry :: Next Entry Back to Top