Dark Horse

What thing or things in life are you lost without? Think about it right now. Please for me. When the universe makes you go through a time of difficulty faces you with challenges, what do you look to as your Polaris, your guiding star? What do you lean on? Yesterday was a new moon, a period of suspension that lasted all morning and then in the afternoon kicked the bucket into a Virgo moon which makes us very critical of ourselves.

This morning and last night I have been thinking about the things I am simply lost without. What prompted me to write is was that I got a message from one of my best friends this morning that she left last night. She said she was giving me a hug over the phone, a simple hug. And it made me cry. Perhaps I’m over emotional, PMS does terrible things to a woman, but it allowed me to be touched by a 10 second phone call and made me realize that I would be lost without that person. I would also be lost without a certain horse I’ve owned for 18 years. When the going in my life has gotten rough I’ve gone to him to cry. He’s seen me at my best and my worst. He doesn’t always allow me to cry on him. Sometimes he shoves at me with his nose and tells me to pick up and move on. But yesterday he let me cry my souls tears. Carbon came into my life when my Polaris left me. He assumed that space.

Every person in your life has a function; they are part of a big agreement. What that agreement is we do not always know. There are some people who are lost without simply because they make us better people. My husband makes me a better person; it’s what I always hoped for in a partner. My eyes are clearer with him by my side. The world has no boundaries when I’m by his side, and my heart has more depth than I ever thought it could hold. I would truly be lost without him.

So today, instead of being critical of ourselves let us think for a moment what we simply would be lost without. A thing, a person, an animal. Hold that person, item or animal softly in your minds eye, hold them gently in your hearts energy, and say thank you to their spirit. Then pick up the phone, go hug them if possible. Because the overcritical self with the overshadowing Virgo moon may have them in some space where you are their guiding star.

Dark Horse The life and times of a meditative horse trainer. I'm a second generation born and raised Alaskan. I've very proud of that, my roots are here. While I want to see as much of the world as I can, I want to raise my children here. I'm a dedicated student of the horse, of life and I love to learn. I try to leave no stone unturned in my life. Nothing is good if taken at just face value there is always more, to people, an animal, a thought, a dream. I'm an intensity junky, I live my life with passion as if every action were my very last, and I love the colors that this passion has brought to me. It's my hope to share this small window of myself with my readers. If you surfed in please make yourself at home and stay a while, if your one of my loved one's who are here, I love you for all you have educated me in to make my life this amazing.
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