Had to turn off the laptop in preparation for landing, so I’ll finish the vacation report later. Currently, I can’t get into my journal online—the site’s not accepting my password. Argh.

I’m not quite sure how I’m going to get through this day. I’m depressed and weepy, and frustrated and a little angry. I hate missing Sarah, I hate that Sarah’s missing me, I hate not knowing when I’ll see her again, I hate having things to say that I can’t turn around and say, because only she’ll understand.

All of this means that right now, I don’t give a rat’s ass about writing, people, journals, shopping for food, or whatever. I’ll go to my dr’s appt because I have to, and I’ll go shopping largely because we’re out of dry cat food and no matter how crappy I feel, I’m not going to make the cats suffer for it.

Okay, it’s 10 p.m. I had my dr’s appt, food shopped, and even ended up going to the Baronial Council meeting. Now I actually feel like writing a bit, only on KWH, which isn’t useful, but it is decorative.

In the pile of mail was a rejection from Alchemy for “Matchmaker”, and today brought a “you didn’t win this quarter” from WotF for “Seeds of Hope” and a reject from EQMM for “Always a Bridesmaid”. Something else to add to the To-Do List—get stories mailed out.