I've been reading old words. Old journal entries, mine and yours. For myself, everything I had online before July of '03 was deleted when I left Blurty. I didn't think to save any of it and while I can't say I regret that (can we miss what we don't remember?), I do admit that for aesthetic purposes, it would be nice to have every online entry I ever made in one place.

Aside from one (maybe two?) entries that I found in weird folders on a now defunct computer, nothing exists from that late 2002 - early 2003 period.

Or so I thought.

Cleaned out an old email account.. the old email account I used to have comments made on blog posts mailed to.. the comments, of course, being emailed with the original post made in the journal.

heh. This is for Sue:

(original blog date March 17, 2003)

Red nailpolish

Cherry lipstick

Thigh-high leather CFMs with 4 inch heels

Silver steel handcuffs, minus the key

Incense, candles, video camera



soundtrack: original soundtrack listened to while posting about handcuffs and video cameras: Toni Childs: I Just Want Affection. 4.11MB

hardcore pavlovian response. this song still turns me on.

*if that link expires, comment or email and I'll happily reseed it for you.



and yes, this is my new schtick. uploading the songs I post as soundtrack for you to enjoy. or not. i happen to be a firm believer that a lot of what gets written is in some way influenced by what I'm listening to at the time. does that translate to the music producing an equal mind set for the reader? dunno. you tell me.