How is tonight going?

The obsessive part still clings to my brain like a remora, skimming off rationality and leaving just insanity.

I'm very anxious after learning of the pregnancy, and it's exacerbated several other anxieties currently plaguing me, as well as a number of latent issues in my life.

I'm worried about parenting. It's the single biggest fear in my whole existance, and it's coming now.

Also, I've had some revelations recently that will spell disaster for me if not handled rationally. Things I didn't realize about myself until last night. And I'm not doing to hot with the great decision making as of late.

My emotions get me in trouble often. I hate them. I wish I didn't feel. It would be so much easier. And while I'm wishing for things I can't have, I'd like to be King of the Moon too.