I keep on feeling like I want to say things this week and last, but I can't seem to form enough coherant thoughts to write anything except self-reflexive drivel like this.

I think I'm still a little steamed over last Friday, and though my weekend got better after that, I'm feeling very fragmented and scatter-brained.

Right now there is so much for me to do, and so many requirmements on my time, I'm just sort of shutting down and not doing much of anything at all. I've been doing a lot of websurfing, instead of cleaning the house and doing all the chores I need to be doing, or getting much work done at work either. I'm finding it much more fun to look at gadgets that I'll never be able to afford, or new technology.

I've also been spending a lot of time looking at other people's photos on photosharing sites.

I've got tons of preparation work to do for all manner of events, but it's easier to be lazy and get nothing done instead.

I better get my brain back in gear right away, or there's gonna be some real trouble around here