No picture taking today, but a quiet walk along the beach did wonders to clear my head of a bunch of negative bull that's been piling up in my head for a variety of reasons.

Followed up unexpected uncomfortable conversation with father, with unexpected uncomfortable conversaion with mother. Not really sure how I walk into these things. Well, I actually do, come to think of it. I should know better after all these years.

I'd be happy that it wasn't about religion and politics, if it wasn't instead about my future children.

Potential grandmothers take note, complaining about not seeing your son and future grandchildren immediately after being told about those grandchildren does not endear yourself to anyone. As well as trying a guilt trip over not being informed sooner.

Don't start pre-complaining about visitation, unless you really want that future to come true. Because it just might if you push too much. I'm very good at shutting people out, and mere family certainly isn't above that.

What was supposed to be a nice phone conversation, and a happy event, got all weird on her end, and aggrivated on mine. And of course, with the wife listening nearby, I could be sure to say something to disappoint her as well. Yeah, that was super.

It wasn't a disaster, per se, but it certainly didn't go the way I hoped. Expected, sure, but not hoped.

So a retreat to a near empty beach for a walk was a pleasant change. I really needed it, more than anyone, even myself realized.

Watched birds scuttle around the surf, enjoyed the clear sky and mountains in the distance, and just tried to let things all drift away for a moment or two. Saw some dogs playing, leaving happy tracks in the sand, and even a couple of sailboats, even though it wasn't very windy.

Then back to work, with a little better attitude, hopefully for at least the rest of the day and longer.