I have been so frustrated lately by being confronted with obstactles that I cannot overcome. They are ones that there is simply nothing I can do about them. Well, nothing legal anyways. And I am already over my body limit for this year as it is. (It's a joke! Don't freak out! There's no body limit.)

I have been saying over and over lately to other people that Life or God (which ever you choose to believe) will always take you where you need to go. I do truly believe this. I have experienced it time and again. The good and the bad in my life has happened according to an inner need. The things that happened simply could not have happened at any other time.

The point. I am getting frustrated. And impatient. I was born 2 and a half months early. I have been impatient my whole life. It's my nature, I can't help it. The only thing that I fear is the uncontrollable. These things all go under this category. And as I get more stressed and angry I think of this:

"Go ahead, challenge me. Regardless of the outcome, a challenge only makes me stronger."

It has been incredibly frustrating. I hate not being able to at least attempt to do something. This is why I prefer dealing with boys in all situations. If things are going your way or if the guy is gettin mad, just show them boobs. Yours, or a picture or a random girl off the street. It doesn't matter. When dealing with boys, it is the cure all. It is so simple. That I understand. The rest of life... well I am still trying to figure that out.

-kln-

If you get the chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it.